Because I know what happens when a guy say’s he’ll fix himself. Nothing.

You want to break up for a little while as you fix yourself?

Either it will never get done, we will never get together, or if we do get together, the same thing will happen again.

How do I know?

Because I’ve been through it all before.

Thanks for wasting my time.

Peace out you fucker.

Things with the boyfriend aren’t working so well, and I feel like he has given up. Its time I make a change in my life. I need to concentrate on other things other than romance all the time. And besides, when you deliberately go in search for “the one”, you end up not getting anywhere. So, I’m going to concentrate on growing as a person as well as helping others. Whether its by me moving away or me joining the Peace Corps, I’m not sure, but I like both ideas. On one hand I want to move away either to Lincoln or Denver and just start a new life, but on the other hand I want to join the Peace Corps and grow as a person as well as helping people, and experience things most people never will in their lifetimes. Its time I get excited about my future rather than always feel sorry for myself because I haven’t found “the one” and won’t get married in any time soon. There’s a reason I haven’t found my man already, and I intend to take advantage of it.